I've been stuck under this grey cloud for the past month or 2, i just cant seem to shake it clear.
Right now the depression is winning, i dont want to do anything, i just want to stay in bed and hide from reality and sometimes i want to die.
Bipolar is ruining my life.
Hmmm im sure going to work tomorrow will lift my mood ... because a job i hate with a passion will help, especially with people who dont understand my mood and seem to make it worse.
